♥ Friday, February 01, 2008
today as i went to cut my hair, pam told me about this car accident that my friends were involved in.
nothing against them. dont want to comment much.
1 of them who died was my primary school friend...
i remember the times in primary school.
you dont talk, you yell and chase each other around...
you tease each other, pull the girl's hair.
smile at each other with the mischevious grin and just soon after, start chasing each other all over again.
the constant "i don't friend you"phrases that you have in your mind, the cries when someone bullies you so much etc etc
that guy was very much 1 of them.
to think that he was at the prime of his youth.
he was my friend that i played with in pri school.
the time where now, i am ready to go forth to do greater things, he is no longer here...
but yet, i have another friend whom is interesting someone that bullies me.
someone that i hated in pri school, but nevertheless, somehow, God created a waythat he is my very good friend now.
it is just so interesting how things turn out sometimes.
somehow, my heart feels a little heavy.
maybe if he was genuinely in love with Jesus, he wont be in this state today.
life is full of unpredictabilities...you lose some battles, you win some batttles.
ultimately, at the end of the day, if you have fought it to the best, i guess it is better than going away with nothing.
it would never be a total win thing anyway. you just need to learn from those you lost and fight it again.
you need to come back stronger than before.
lose the battle, but win the war.
go with the end in mind.
see things far, see things greater.
then you would know what are you fighting for.
