♥ Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i hate being sick.
i hate the feeling of being sick.
i hate the thought of being sick.
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it!
i miss sun svc. and it was so so good...
as i was told.
i will get the sermon cd.
better than nothing...
argh, let me get well soon!!!!
its so weird sometimes that when you are young,
all you wished for was to be sick so that you can
stay at home.
then when you are slightly older,
you also wished to be sick.
so that you can pon school, pon pe
pon CCAs, pon anything thats related to school.
hahaha.
but now, i dont wish to be sick!
maybe because i can choose when i want
to go school and not get into trouble.
maybe its because i no longer love to stay
at home so much.
maybe its because school doesnt seem that
bad anymore.
whatever the reason,
I JUST WANT TO BE WELL AGAIN! (:
and to declare that, i just weigh myself.
i lost 1 kg! haha.
ok, maybe i can rejoice on that slightly...
hehe.
but really, i think life is different when you are older
you start growing up, growing more mature...
i guess its no longer about which school to go to,
if your best friend ignores you...
its about what you do with your life. really.
we must face it, some point in time,
we can't just keep playing anymore.
i had a good talk with ivan one night.
it was good... really good.
dont be jealous, we all have our time with our leaders.
haha.
and as usual, mine was superb! (:
life is about hungering for God, hungering for life.
you see, you need to move on.
not just stagant.
it doesnt make sense, if you are growing in God,
but you dont grow in life/knowledge.
God is life...
if you love God, you love life.
if you love growing in God, you would love knowing life.
it all comes together as one.
the power comes when you have the ability to fuse godly
principles into life.
you have the supernatural power, you have the practical
side. its amazingly great.
can you imagine it?????
its the next switch, that next level to come... 2.0
things have just been coming up and up..
im alittle worried about my exams.
but i will do well.
i will study and do well!
i so want B4 to break 30 soon. ARGH!
REAL SOON! (:
till then, i need to sleep.
if not i wont be well... haha
nights.
have fun in life!
