about people... about everything possibly you

can and want to think of. haha.

its a additional dimension.

this is so cool... so many things are happening in our church!

so many more leaders are going to rise up.

so many more people are going to find their destiny in God.

we are going to win families to CHRIST now!

from now on, when i count attendance, it would be how many families?

hahaha. no longer how many people.

it was so cool... just taking pics of all the siblings, families team in church.

i was so blown away by it...

i see myself taking it with my family too.

my cousin is going back to HK today.

i so so miss him.

he's a great cousin. i share things with him, i talk to him like a brother

in fact, the weird thing is that i am closer to him than my brother

but i am trying to pull a closer relationship with my brother....

really... im trying quite hard in fact. haha.

i think it is bearing fruits though.

last night as i came home, i was talking to my cousin.

we all wanted to play monopoly, but in the end, we didnt!

cause we were all watching some snooker game that i didnt understand

so half the time both of them have to keep explaining to me what it was about.

but we had good fun. at 3 plus, i gave up and told them that i am going to bed

its too tiring. haha.

but as i woke up this morning, i muttered a short prayer...

that as he goes back to HK, i pray that he would still be close to God

i know that God would be with him, but he needs to draw closer to God.

i will send him off later at the airport. and im trying to make isabel

come with me before she meets fifi so she can say hi to my brother. hahaha.

oh well, i will get my cousin a nice gift and send it over to him in HK.

i think i will get him a good christian book. haha. 

so he can continue on with his spiritual life over there... (:

families. families....

sometimes this word never seem close to me, but i understand

the importance of it now. i love my family.

despite its whole messiness, i love my family.

it is exciting to have a big, confusing family, because i no longer see

it as a problem, but i see it was many more chances to reach out to them now

i get the picture now... it is not about how i feel.

it is about how many lives i can touch...

i want to get all of them saved. be it if they are my really blood related ones.

nevermind, God still would want them all the same. haha. so i will reach out to them.

please help me pray along for my brother and uncle's friend.

they are close to my heart and important people in my life.

got to get them saved...

on a more random note.

be strong in God. stand strong, despite everything that has happened,

keep going on. nothing must stop you from God.

i think that when you say you want to give your whole life to God.

you must look back and see what it at your back...

i think there are 2 kinds of people in this case you know...

1) the people who turn back and all they see is a winding path that they have walked past.

their past is far far back already...

2) the people who turn back and all they see is blackness. there is nothing left of them.

what kind of person are you?

i chose to be the one that has turn black and all you see is blackness. i know there is nothing i can turn back too.

there is nothing that i so year for and want for... i cannot tunr back and go back to my past.

it is gone, demolished and burnt. i have no choice left in my life... there is no alternatives.

we must be like that if we say we are serious about God. there is no turning back to your old lifestyle, no turning back to what you have done before. all you can do is to keep going forward.

we all have our times that we spend in the valley.

we just need to keep walking, keep going on....

one day, we will get out of the valley and look back to see

its being cast into the sea and gone forever.

be strong. be radical.

there is no alternatives.