it was so good to have him back home.

so good to see him, sit in his meetings, listen to him.

i totally enjoyed myself just listening to him.

i wished he was out longer, so many things to tell him.

so many things to talk to him about.

but nevertheless, it is good to see him. haha.

just as i am sure how he is happy to see us. (:

i guess while in army, it is really who you are.

spirits make man.

there is no leader, not friends to be beside you.

there is only just you and God.

it is so simple yet because we are always living a life

so surrounded by love and people, we tend

to forget how and what does it feel like to be just alone.

sometimes, i think it is good to be alone.

just you and you alone. seeing how you deal and how you

grow through God. dump all the programs all the love and guidance

from our leaders, can you survive? would you be a strong christian still...

that's a very interesting thought I have.

maybe because i am about to start my essay on breaking the expectations

and conventions of love, marriage, reality and memory.

so 'chim' right? apparently, my essay is going to be like that.

i looked at it for 2 hours last night and came up with 109 words worth.

hahaha. so tonight, i hope i have more inspiration or whateverso

to do this emotional essay. oh man... so crap.

but really, spirits make man really strike a chord in my heart.

i need to grow to have a stronger spirit.

being more in His presence, loving His word more.

to the people, there must be a spiritual imprint.

got to keep going, keep loving, keep growing.

a spirit for 100. (: