ok, i have officially reached the most significant age in life...

or so to speak by the law at least. hahaha.

i guess, it has been an awesome journey so far!

we all have to grow up and it is quite scary

because suddenly you realised that life is moving faster

than you think it is

decisions have to be made that no longer have consequences

on you for just a moment or a few months

but it stays with you for years, affecting more people

than you think it does.

the decisions you made now are going to carry on with you

for the rest of your life no matter you like it or not

but i guess the great thing is that we have God so we can

have faith that our decisions are good ones because we can seek

Him. (:

its an honour to be serving God as we step into 'adult'hood.

it has been 6 years that i have been serving God.

7 years since i stepped into Heart of God church.

what a privilege it is! I guess it is kinda hard to describe it

but it is really nice and sweet so far. haha.

i am enjoying it more now, we made our fare share of mistakes

had our fair share of discipleship even up to today

but we all have a calling in God that we must go towards

there is no other way out for us. because THIS is the way

that we have decided since we started on this fervent race.

it is a decision that we have made and we will stick to it.

i kinda am not used to being so old.... hahaha.

i mean look at cheryl and jia jia! ARGH! hahahaha.

but i love both of them very much. (: i really do.

its kinda like a soft spot you know, seeing them and knowing

how much they can go into because we were once like them.

in fact, i was worse than them. so it just makes my heart

skip even more. haha. i dont know how to describe it!

it just has been having multitude of intangible feelings

that i have on the inside of me. i could go on rumbling!!

so anyway, these are some of my thoughts.

let's keep running and building this church we all love.

let's just grow us big. (: with love.

change our world with 15 revolution.

show someone you care. show someone you love.

that way, we can grow. by love. by basics.

i'm not swoon over by money

nor by power; nor by might

but the greatest of these is love

conquering the impossible quest

greater than it seems

bigger than it is felt

harder to give

longing for one

its complicated; yet simple

this feeling that we all need

let it out, let it out

not trapped within oneself

Letting it travel

On the lights till; a cuppa of

Venti latte finishes

Everyone wants it

goodnight beautiful world. (: